Saturday, March 27, 2010

building building


I hate to argue. (I'm sure that comes as a surprise to some of you as I seem to do it a lot.) I'm trying reeeeeeeally hard to relax through this pregnancy and let go of my worries. So far, we're doing pretty well. I've felt great, which has been nice, and Logan continues to do so well. He's so much fun. Work is picking up, which is nice. It's so fun to be busy. Unfortunately, our insurance company has let us down in a (few) major way(s) and I'm having such a hard time moving past it. I feel like I argue with some random stranger (regarding insurance) on the phone daily, and of course I never get anywhere. My overall outlook on things is pretty good, I'd say, but it seems like we've had one minor (or major) hitch nearly daily. I really wish I could turn over all of my worries, but they seem to come right back. I don't even know how to pray or what to ask for. Its especially frustrating that I am a healthcare provider, and some stranger on the phone tells me what I can and can't have. I'm not outlandish in my requests. There's just a seed of sadness/frustration that seems to be building, and I want it to go away 0r at least feel like there's a management plan in place.


On a better note, we're grateful for the sunshine and warmer temperatures. We've gotten to be outside a bit (the boys more often than me because they play while I'm at work). We snuck back to Omaha last week and got in a few good visits with friends (and an awesome trip to Target). We had a quick trip to Arcadia recently and will spend Easter with my family. Dale's so anxious to get outside and work in the yard; I love it!

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