God is good

I'm thinking of buying this book. We're close to getting to the point where there won't be huge announcements daily for Logan. This is where we like to be. I laugh because, I really do wish he would poop. He would feel better, and his bilirubin level would go down,and we could get rid of the silly light that shines over his isolette and makes him wear silly eye shades. But then I'd have to find something else to worry about. I had seen this book before and now it's a comical reminder that everyone poops, and my kid will too. Its easy to get tied up in tiny details that really aren't very important. I think its because we want to do something. We want to know exactly how to pray or what to watch for. We want to see improvement in each tiny detail of his life. In actuality, though, getting tied up in tiny details keeps us from seeing the big picture. We have a beautiful baby boy, and we have every reason to believe that everything's going to be just fine. We've learned valuable, life-changing lessons over the past 10 days and its nice to have a little bit of down time to soak it all up. I think I'm very much a different person because of this past week. I hope I've changed for the better. I'm in awe and I have 3 lb (now 9 oz) teacher to remind me to sit back and bask in God's goodness. I hope you'll take time today to do just that.